Looking ahead
As the days pass, I am slowly starting to feel normal again after the awful cold and possible flu that I had. I do think that I had the flu but I am not completely sure. Today, my sinuses are almost completely clear so I have decided that no matter what, I am goign to start back at the gym tomorrow.
I can’t quite express how happy I am to say that. I did say the same thing last week but I was still very stuffed and congested so I didn’t go. I finally feel like I can go and get something done and feel good about it rather than go and regret overdoing it. Tomorrow evening is the yoga class then the rest of the week I will go in the mornings with Chuck. It has been two weeks since I have been to the gym and that is just awful. I hate it. I feel like I am back to square one and I have to start all over again. I hope to get back into the rhythmm quickly.
This coming week is the final week of my twenties. On the 19th, I will be turning 30. As I said on Flickr, I don’t feel upset or sad about turning 30 because many times I still get comments that I “look like a teenager and there is no way possible that I am 29 years old!” It’s funny when people react to that. I still feel like a kid though. I don’t necessarily feel like an adult and most times I have to sit back and remind myself that I am an adult with real responsibilities and HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN??!!! A lot of my friends are already 30 or will be turning 30 shortly. Maybe the reason that I still feel like a teenager is because most of the friends I have now, have been my friends since childhood so if we all grew up together, we’re all still the same age, right?!
My husband was going to throw me a surprise birthday party but the finances just aren’t right right now and I would hate for him to throw me a party when that money could be better used for bills. We will still have a small party here at home with just the five of us and I will probably bake a cake but nothing fancy. I have to work and Jada has dance class that day anyway…and I will have yoga! Don’t get me wrong, I would love to have a big, exciting day…who wouldn’t want to be in the spotlight for the day?!….but it’s not necessary. I was going to write about the things I am looking forward to in my thirties but I will save that thought for another post!
I am looking ahead to getting back into better shape and my last week in my twenties! Hope it’s a good week!! 
Jen says:
You mean we’re not still in 7th grade with poofy bangs and braces in Mr Hartle’s homeroom??? ha!
Melissa says:
Glad you’re feeling better!
30 isn’t bad at all, I promise.
And with how young you look, you really could deny about 7-8 years anyway, lucky girl!
Prissy says:
Jen, I know! Some days, I still feel like we are that old!